once again reminded of how truly good nights have a resonant feeling of contentment following :)
the past few days have been lovely, i have mostly alex to thank for that. the cause is somewhat difficult for me to get my head around.. but i think he's just had a few alterations of jess-related reality.
yesterday was hectic, to say the least. so so so worth it though, despite my many slight aches and pains now. the hospital "visit" was an experience and a half, these places are too real to find unusual to me now. cycling all that way pushed me a little after so little experience lately, and it just occurred to me i don't think i've ever had the need to cycle that kind of distance before. the house party was purrfect, saw and engaged with a great deal of people i knew and didn't know, moderation of spirits not making me drunk and disorderly despite the volume consumed.. but allowing me to become a rather dramatic lady of the higher classes. it's such a lovely social buzz, still with me.
my hair is still purple. the promise of monies next week is keeping my spirits high, it will allow for slight changes in outward appearance which are, of course, always welcomed. i think perhaps that my apparent interest in "unusual" aesthetics is really just a sign of my boredom, living in this cutesy overpopulated country town with not much to kill time with. i'm an ongoing art project. constantly changing and altering, working as a whole in each moment but never coming to a final point where all is complete. i wonder if this sounds familiar to anyone.
i prefer not to write about the immediate things going on in my life, more so on everpresent or paradoxically spontaneous underlying trains of thoughts.. but my happiness should be documented in a way which i'll find easy to re-encompass when read, not any cryptic shit i could spout out.
the past few days have been lovely, i have mostly alex to thank for that. the cause is somewhat difficult for me to get my head around.. but i think he's just had a few alterations of jess-related reality.
yesterday was hectic, to say the least. so so so worth it though, despite my many slight aches and pains now. the hospital "visit" was an experience and a half, these places are too real to find unusual to me now. cycling all that way pushed me a little after so little experience lately, and it just occurred to me i don't think i've ever had the need to cycle that kind of distance before. the house party was purrfect, saw and engaged with a great deal of people i knew and didn't know, moderation of spirits not making me drunk and disorderly despite the volume consumed.. but allowing me to become a rather dramatic lady of the higher classes. it's such a lovely social buzz, still with me.
my hair is still purple. the promise of monies next week is keeping my spirits high, it will allow for slight changes in outward appearance which are, of course, always welcomed. i think perhaps that my apparent interest in "unusual" aesthetics is really just a sign of my boredom, living in this cutesy overpopulated country town with not much to kill time with. i'm an ongoing art project. constantly changing and altering, working as a whole in each moment but never coming to a final point where all is complete. i wonder if this sounds familiar to anyone.
i prefer not to write about the immediate things going on in my life, more so on everpresent or paradoxically spontaneous underlying trains of thoughts.. but my happiness should be documented in a way which i'll find easy to re-encompass when read, not any cryptic shit i could spout out.
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