limited choice. i have been exasperated that there is nothing to do, when in fact i know this is not true.
i am currently distracting myself from the issue of time, so i can continue with my only task; to not phone him. i even got up and looked around my room for something to do, but it just served to tell me that is nothing i can do, apart from not phoning him.
i read back through my old journal entries on vf. most over a year old had been cleaned out, for a reason, i'm sure. but i came to realise that i am much the same person i have been for about that; a year. i've always been troubled "deeply" by some thing or other, i've always been searching for new and interesting ways of translating feeling into a language more universal.
i am currently distracting myself from the issue of time, so i can continue with my only task; to not phone him. i even got up and looked around my room for something to do, but it just served to tell me that is nothing i can do, apart from not phoning him.
i read back through my old journal entries on vf. most over a year old had been cleaned out, for a reason, i'm sure. but i came to realise that i am much the same person i have been for about that; a year. i've always been troubled "deeply" by some thing or other, i've always been searching for new and interesting ways of translating feeling into a language more universal.
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